well in the beginnig of 2009i have been through a lot compared to last year, i moved in with my fiance. we got a place together, and its very true when they say " you truely dont know a person until you wake up everyday with them", and its so true... everything we had changed, everything we knew about each other faded. the feelings for us departed, and eventually it caused issues, in my career as a model, dancer, and host. i am required to be out alot and because i was always working events and doing shows and photoshoots & modeling projects. it made my fiance insane... i neve would cheat or think about doing it, but i was accused of it alot. and it makes you want to just because they say you are. but i eventually fell out of love with someone who wanted me all the time to themself, and always wanted me home, and not out or working. its so sad how when someone hides there insequirity until it shows. but i eventually moved out and now have a restraining/ protective order. so for all those who look at this becareful of the love u give because when they realize your gone they will do anything to find you and be around you.
